I’m so excited that Gala Darling will be giving a Radical Self Love Bootcamp this Fall!! I’ve been feeling the self loathing a lot lately. Especially since my hours were reduced at work and I am having trouble finding a job. Even with my skill set and business background, I am without a bachelor’s degree, so it seems harder to find employment these days when companies want specific education AND background. I’ve been down a lot, not only due to that, and the financial troubles that follow, but because of other aspects in my life which seem insurmountable.
I hope to gain a greater sense of balance and self worth through Gala’s efforts and know that I am on a journey that many others are taking as well. It’s been almost four months since the first RSL podcast was aired, and since then, I feel like I am much more stable in some ways and then again not so much in others.
It hurts when your partner has many more nice things to say about you than you do yourself, and when they say kind words, you can’t find a fathom of belief for them. It hurts when someone looks at you with love and you can’t return it because you just can’t feel it for yourself. It hurts to feel so undeserving all the time. Looking in the mirror and seeing a glimmer of something, but not enough, knowing full well that time is needed to become a more self-loving person, but that time is limited and action is needed before destroying everything is inevitable. These are the feelings that I am fighting with all the time. But I keep going, because I know that deep down, I am going to rise above as I always have to find a place to love myself, that too is inevitable.
So I am embarking on the terrifying and enlightening journey of renewed self discovery, which I hope will lead to unending self love.
Wish me luck!